Blank Space

I keep writing my thoughts and erasing them
To rewrite them again and delete them
Just to rewrite them differently this time
It’s like no matter how hard I try, I can’t make them surface
They’re trapped in their own world just waiting to be released
On paper, computer, word of mouth, yet they can’t break through
Does this make me weak, does it make me a bad person
How do I make it so I’m not seen as a coward
How do I keep my thoughts without erasing them
If I can’t say my thoughts, who are you to judge
My thoughts erased or not are for me, they make me human
They make me whole, as messed up as they may be, it’s a part of me
Erased thoughts lead to emptiness, a hollow brain haunted by fake memories
Just a figment of my imagination, these empty thoughts on nothing but the skim of my brain

On the Inside

Here stands a girl
Her face so plain and pale
She’s strong on the inside
Yet weak within
She lives a free life
Yet she’s trapped in jail
She seems normal
But she’s out of control
Always afraid there is no cure
Will not say what’s wrong
But it haunts her soul
Like toxic waste
Her body is far from pure
This girl before you is amazing
Yet why lock her up
Why take everything away from her
She did nothing to you
Yet you act like she brought the world on top of you
What’s even worse is you don’t
Even begin to realize the amount of pain she feels on the inside because she no longer feels the need to trust you
Here stands a girl, a girl strong as ever
Ready to move on and conquer all the negative in her path
A girl so strong that even kryptonite won’t stop her.

Vows (I promise)

I promise

I promise to love you

To catch your tears as they fall

To be your night and shining armor

To provide you with endless laughs

I promise

I promise to love you on the good and bad days

To show you off and to show how lucky I am

To put you first in everything I do

For better or worse, I’ll always be here

I promise to hold you, kiss you endlessly

I promise to hold your hand

I promise to give you the world

You’re everything I could ever want and more

You’re the love of my life and I can’t picture a life without you in it

You are my hero and I thank you for all that you do

For loving me, and teaching me what love is

For being my hero, you’re perfect for me

I don’t care what anyone else says

You are my love, my life, my everything

You give Me reason to smile

A reason to push myself to be the best version of me

A reason to look forward to a new day

A reason to grow and learn

I had no idea what love was until I met you

Thank for being you and showing me the ropes

Thank you for being patient with me as I figure this out

Thank you for loving me on days I don’t love myself

Prometo darte todo lo que tengo, amarte, abtazarte, y besarte por el resto de mi vida

With every second second thy passes, you are all I think about

I want nothing but the best for you and I promise to give you that

I promise you the full version of me, flaws and all

I can’t wait to spend the rest of my life with you

To settle down and start our own family

To tell everyone how lucky I am and to call you mine

To call you baby, baby, sexy and so much more for the rest of my life

You took a chance on me and I promise I’m never letting you go.